almost a month?
I'm on the freeway. Missed my exit.
On this carousel. Want to get off.
Life is rushing past me. At ludicrous speed.

stuff has happened (too much school. too much work. too much shit going on.) stuff is happening (crazy shit.) stuff will happen (deadlines. papers. too much work. parties in the apartment. having to work till the 21st. desperately wanting some company. not enough spare time. no money.)

I'm bored, lonely, desperate, busy, sick of everything, hate- and spiteful, unhappy, manic, sometimes ecstatic, happy, frantic, going crazy.

My computer is dying its fifth death, so I can't escape into my usual methods of relaxing (watching videos, tv shows, movies, playing games, chatting). It needs to last another week or two, that's all I'm asking.

Other than that... I've been doing some stuff I really love doing. I just miss sharing the love with people who'll be as geeky about it as I am. But it's all good. For most things, there's someone here - someone there. Friends who know and understand and who'll laugh with me.
Now, I just need someone who watches Blackadder.